Valley of the Dolls

Woke up yesterday in a dark place. I’d been feeling amazing ever since starting therapy but the dark spectre of dysphoria showed up for breakfast and stayed all day. One of my online friends, an MtF person, suggested I’m in the ‘trough’ where my estrogen levels have dropped off, causing anxiety and depression, a common […]

on the Seventh day…

Today is seven days ‘on the needle’. My ‘E’ was already much higher than most female-born people my age and ten to twenty times a male-born’s. My first dose put that initially somewhere between thirty or forty times that. I could feel my body and consciousness soaking in the ‘pink unicorn’ as it coursed through […]