Good Day

After a tough week on the home front, I had a great day at work and got my smile back on. Planning a Winter’s worth of Dance shows, shot in the theater, streamed to the World…

Basking in the Sweater Weather

Nine Months I celebrated my nine months’ Transiversary on the day the Presidential race was declared. People lined the streets dancing in joy all along Sunset Blvd., and all over Downtown Los Angeles. Had a quiet, distanced dinner with one of the friends that has supported me through my transition and carefully observed the festivities […]

Five Months

Right before my fifth transiversary, a new ‘girl’ came in the mail, this one a Paul Stanley style electric with glitter finish. The ultimate Glam guitar… The Dr. has doubled my Estradiol amounts, and I’m making faster, more visible progress, ‘though one side is developing faster that the other. Not perceptible to any but myself […]

Six Months

The morning of my sixth month, I race-walked up the broken trails to the ‘Point’ at Elysian Park, just above Dodger Stadium…

Seven Months

After being away from my blog all Summer, I thought I’d catch up posting my progress pics. Here I am at 7 months, finally backstage working. The Dr. has just started me on ‘blockers’, no effects as of yet…

Eight Months

My 8-month Tranisversary was the first time I attended Mass since the lockdown 7 months ago. I’m making steady progress. I began ‘blockers’ a month ago and my breasts are ‘evening out’ in size. Another effect I didn’t anticipate is that where I was, ahem, unable to tuck without pain, not a problem anymore…

Happy Transiversary Margaux!

A year ago, I shed the limitations of gender. I’d planned to host a fandango for the event but the ongoing pandemic has prevented it. Not willing to let the milestone pass without commemorating it, I’ve been working on a musical expression of my journey so far. So tonight I celebrated with cake and champagne… […]

Gurl, Uninterrupted

So a few days after my last post, The Lockdown came. A major turning point in human history. The Pandemic of 2020. It’s all been such a whirlwind it’s hard to know where to begin. I’ve been alone now for seven weeks. One Monday, I’m celebrating my new life and bright future as a person […]

Feliz Cumpleaños

Birthday week! I spent the first days of March celebrating my first Birthday tranScending. Saw a friend’s show at he Zephyr Theater, ‘This Side of Crazy“, one of the best ‘blackbox’ shows I’ve seen in a while. The Zephyr is two blocks from where I lived during the peak of my Rock-n-Roll career. Finished the […]

Valley of the Dolls

Woke up yesterday in a dark place. I’d been feeling amazing ever since starting therapy but the dark spectre of dysphoria showed up for breakfast and stayed all day. One of my online friends, an MtF person, suggested I’m in the ‘trough’ where my estrogen levels have dropped off, causing anxiety and depression, a common […]